Chimera's Mayhem
*sends all the hugs and love* You're hurting and you're taking the steps you need to take to help you. If you need anything at all, please don't hesitate to speak up.

I need him, I’m petty and selfish, but I need him, even if just the way we were before. My hysterics freaked him out, he won’t talk to me, because I trigger. He says me asking him to promise to be there for me, or to keep rping is ” bartering”. I’m so selfish.

Fucking great

Care centre won’t take actively suicidal people, so I get to stay in the fucking hospital. I hate this I hate this I hate me I hate this.

I wish she knew how much he means to me. I bet she laughs at me and tells him how fucked up I am, just like the last one did.

He said he never felt this way about anyone before, I blew it.

Waiting at parents while my workers find a bed at a care centre for suicide prevention. It’s kinda funny that the more I tried to show how sorry and how much I realized how stupid and selfish I’ve been, how much that person actually means to me, the more I frustrate and push them away. This is why I haven’t had a close friend since elimentary.

Not the best idea for mom to try and distract me with one of those chick flicks where everyone hooks up in the end -.-

Packing up, admitting myself to a care facility.

petalpunx:

stay away from people who make you feel like you are hard to love

thecutestofthecute:

Friend has the sad???!!??!!!!!

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I’m coming friend I’ll save you from the sad!!

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I am here now you’re going to be okay!!!

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You are so beautiful and i love you!!!

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maroonant:

LUIDA’S BAR

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