I need him, I’m petty and selfish, but I need him, even if just the way we were before. My hysterics freaked him out, he won’t talk to me, because I trigger. He says me asking him to promise to be there for me, or to keep rping is ” bartering”. I’m so selfish.
Care centre won’t take actively suicidal people, so I get to stay in the fucking hospital. I hate this I hate this I hate me I hate this.
I wish she knew how much he means to me. I bet she laughs at me and tells him how fucked up I am, just like the last one did.
Waiting at parents while my workers find a bed at a care centre for suicide prevention. It’s kinda funny that the more I tried to show how sorry and how much I realized how stupid and selfish I’ve been, how much that person actually means to me, the more I frustrate and push them away. This is why I haven’t had a close friend since elimentary.
stay away from people who make you feel like you are hard to love
Friend has the sad???!!??!!!!!
I’m coming friend I’ll save you from the sad!!
I am here now you’re going to be okay!!!
You are so beautiful and i love you!!!